Hmmmmm Grrrrr!

I remain deeply unimpressed as I now have some jackasses trying to stitch me up in my private life/hobbies. I am being dragged into something that is nothing to do with my by 3 people who I thought I was being friends with. Well - they now know not to mess with me!! I'm keeping my distance so much I might as well be on another continent!! No-one but no-one messes with me - unless I want to be messed with!!! GRRRRR!!! So much for trying to make new friends.

BOO HISS BOO!!!

Well - the inevitable happened. I go back to work next week. I really REALLY don't want to go. I don't like it! My GP decided it wasn't depression - it was stress and anxiety. No kidding?!!! That's what happens when you work with bullies!!

Mind you - i'm supposed to be going back to somewhere closer to home till september. Then I can go back to my original base - cuz it suits them then. Well - I DON'T THINK SO!!! It's not gonna happen cuz I'll have a job back down here by then. I ain't going back I tells ya! NO NO NO!

I'd rather downgrade or be unemployed than go back - but to be honest dear blog - I think that's what they're counting on. The union have suddenly gone quiet and can't be contacted and don't reply to calls. Me very unhappy - but grievance here we come!

GRRRRRR!!!! Game on!!

Off sick

I'm off sick at the moment while work sort out where I'm moving to. I felt comprimised to go to the place they wanted me to and I couldn't stay where I was. I HATE bullies. Plus I'm looking for something closer to home as the commute is killing me. I'm sooooo tired all the time, and the traffic on the motorway drives me nuts. Why can't people drive properly on it?!!

I feel a little better being off but I'm still really tired all the time. I can't sleep properly and I'm really restless. I go back to see my GP in two weeks with a view to changing my medication. Should be interesting - if he can be bothered to take his eyes off the computer this time!!!

I'm trying to do my OU module while I'm off to give me something to focus on and take my mind off things - but my attention span is less than that of a goldfish right now! I've also been househunting - although this has depressed me as I realise how much money I don't have!! I can't even afford half a rental let alone anything else. It's pants right now!!